My Most Exhausted Week

Exhausted, Tired, worn out or any adjective that would describe the exhaustion that I really feel this past week. Did you know that I've been practicing, directing, planning, organizing and casting the upcoming variety show that will be presented this coming December 22, 2014?

Yes! You read it right! I've been doing all of these things and been practicing for 8 straight days already. I really wanted to stop because I feel that I've been losing a lot of strength and creativity just to make everything right and smooth. But I just want to clarify that I'm not complaining, I'm just tired (hope you understand what I'm trying to say).

However, even if I'm super tired, I can still manage to laugh and smile because I LOVE WHAT I'M DOING. And I really mean it.

In my life now as a Youth Coordinator of our Chapel, I've been through a lot of tiredness - tired of being scold, tired of being a leader and tired of being a part of the youth ministry but again I'M NOT COMPLAINING :)

There's a lot of meetings, a lot of gathering, a lot of activities and a lot of stressful adjustments but still I choose to stay and to become a leader.

As what they say, if you follow God, you will also follow the rough road that He goes through and if God wears a crown that full of thorns, you will also wears the same but in you, it is more lighter and more smooth than God wears and walk as He take away all of the sins.

Well I must admit, if God wears a crown of thorns well me, I really can't do that but I do believe that the thorns were the problems, stress and pressures that the nature has given to me. And if God wears it bravely I'm pretty sure that I can also wears my worries lightly because I still believe that God will not gave us a problem that we can't carry. And those possible burdens that we may encounter as we go along with our journey, I'm pretty sure it will always have a time that we can avoid and eradicate these burdens.

Mmm, well, back to the variety show. Ahmm, it was really difficult for me to make new steps and moves because I really feel that it was all dumped! Like my steps were just recycled from the past intermission number that I create. To be honest, I'm really running out of idea, I don't know what to do and I don't know if I can still continue this!

But of course, I still have the guts and the faith that God will never leave me on this. And from now on, I will declare and claim that this variety show will be successful :)

So help me God :)


FYI
I'm just writing these because I just want to share my thoughts and my feeling to everyone who can read and visit my blog. I don't know if you can get something out from this post but I'm telling you. . .

YOU REALLY MAKE A VERY BAD DECISION :P HAHAHA

I'm just kidding, I just want to make people happy and make someone smile even to the most worst post that I can write in here :)

So don't lose hope :) Be strong and be Brave because we are all the soldier of God :)

Good night to you and make something out of your imagination :)

Sweet dreams :*


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Orlan
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