A/N: Please don't continue reading this if you haven't read the First Part :) The link below will take you to the first part of "my love story" :)
6:30 PM: It was a heartbreaking scene for me. I feel lost and broken. That guy on the line, I wanted to kill him. But I just pause and understand the situation, then I gave up. Dropping that call wont never relieved the pain but I need to moved on.
8:00 PM: Her number flash on my screen. My tears kept on rolling to my eyes. But still, I accepted her call.
"Hello?" - she greeted me with a soft voice
"Oh! It's you then! How was your day with your BOYFRIEND??!" - I greeted her with an angry tone
"Sorry" - she replied
"Nothing to say sorry :-( , it was your decision then, I am just ONE of your BOYFRIEND, if you feel that I'm useless, then you can leave me like this"
Then I ended the conversation.
9:17 PM: An unknown number. I immediately picked up the phone. An unfamiliar woman voice from the other line. Immediately I asked: "Who's this please?"
"Hi, this is Jocilia's Friend" - she replied in a very soft voice
"Oh! What makes you call? To explain on Jocilia's side. Don't bother anymore. I understand" - I replied in a calm tone
"No! Ahmmm, actually Yes" - her shaky voice tells me that I need to hear the other side
"Alright, I will give you time to talk" replying her with a very relax tone
"I just want you to know that I was there when Jocilia is trying to explain to you on the guy that you talked a few hours ago. But I guess, you didn't let her explain" - that words somehow hit me because I do, really , didn't give her a chance to explain. That was the truth.
"Why should I let her explain? It was obvious! She cheated on me. She has a boyfriend and I don't need any explanation to that. I'm not that stupid!" - some strong voice is coming out through my mouth
"No! It's not her Boyfriend. Believe me! That was our classmate, someone who has a crush on Jocilia but Jocilia didn't bother to Entertain him" - her explanation continues as if she's the lawyer
"Yes! I really don't believe you"
"Please. I know it hurts you so bad but I'm telling the truth"
"Alright. Let's just say, I'm buying that words-of-mouth. Then how did that guy get the phone from her? It's just so simple, she agrees to it and she knows that the guy is using the phone"
"Yes. She knows that the guy is using the phone and she knows that the guy called you. But there's a deeper reason why she just let the guy do that"
"Then tell me now! I don't want to wait for another lie"
"She's. Afraid"
"..........." then silence begun to interrupt.
"Hey! Still there?"
"Ye. . .ah, Yeah! What did you just tell me again?"
"She's Afraid"
"Afraid of what?"
"You know that Jocilia is still 17 right? Her parents still don't know that she already has a boyfriend. And if they are, Jocilia will be dead. Did you get what I mean?"
"Yeah! I clearly understand what you mean but. .why does she needs to say "YES" to me that moment that I courted her, when she still not have the permission to have a boyfriend yet?"
"I think Jocilia will be the one to explain that to you. But for now, I just wanted you to know that it was not her boyfriend"
End of our conversation. . . .
November 24, 2012
7:00 AM: When I just heard my mother calling me because we need to do something important. I immediately jumped from my bed. It was a bad morning for me. I was tired. I only have few hours of sleeping. And I was heartbroken.
7:30 AM: Hoping that I can receive any message coming from her. But it was in vain.
7:45 AM: Still waiting for her message. . . .
7:50 AM: Still waiting maybe she calls me. . .
8:00 AM: Tears began to fall. As I waiting for her text.
4:00 PM: I went through my grandparent's store and wanted to buy something. My day was totally ruined. I don't know what to expect. And as I already brought the snacks for myself. I saw her from a distance. I wanted to talk to her, I wanted to ask her the truth, I wanted to. . . .bring her back to me. Just like the last time. But I rather not. . .and need to face the truth. .the truth of being cheated and the truth of being broken. .
9:00 PM: I received a text message. It was from her. But it breaks my heart more as I read her text message saying: "I'm really sorry :-( ".
I already don't know what happened next. Because the last time I remembered. I was lying . . .
CRYING :-(
December 5, 2012
6:30 AM: I woke up with a very big smile on my face. Because I realize, I already moved on. Thanking God for everything He done to me and thanking everyone who always there to support me ~ through prayer.
8:30 AM: While eating. My phone rang. Hurriedly press the "accept" option. Then a familiar voice started to registered on my ears.
"Gelie Babes!" - as I greeted the woman in the other line
"Lan :) How are you?" She asks me with a very joyful voice
"I'm good :) How about you?" I replied to her
"Well, still okay"
"By the way, what makes you call?" as I asked her with a surprise tone
"Lan! My boss wanted to hire a Reservation Officer. Are you willing to accept it?"
"Really? That's sounds cool. When is the Interview?"
"On Saturday. Can you come?"
"Sure! Please give me the address"
After giving me the complete address and some instructions. Our conversation ends.
December 8, 2012
1:00 PM: I called my parents to give them a good news!
December 10, 2012 - Start of Something New
Side Note: I was hired in Wow Camiguin Travel and Tours. It was a fun experience at the same time I learned to finally get over with her. Trying to be busy with my work and my new life. It really helps me a lot.
December 24, 2012 - Night before Christmas
6:00 PM: I was busy preparing for our Chapel Christmas Party. I need to see my fellow youth members because we need to practice for our intermission number. I'm wearing white t-shirt ( the first time I wear such color in our Christmas Party), with black jeans and white shoes. I'm prepared.
6:30 PM: When I was going to church. Our eyes accidentally met. I was mesmerize and shock. Don't know what to say or what to do. Then I decided to give her a smile.
8:00 PM: End of the mass. While everyone is so excited, I felt so nervous. "I need to be confident" - as I told to myself because I'm going to be the Emcee for tonight's event. With a big sigh, the program was formally started.
8:30 PM: During the Christmas Party. I didn't notice that I seated beside her. That happy moment became more extra special because I hear her saying "You look good tonight" - with a sweet smile on her face. I was shocked but intentionally not to be obvious that's why I gave her a smile.
11:00 PM: When the party is almost over. But I can still see her looking at me, just the way she looks at me before. When we are still in relationship. But didn't bother myself and just enjoying what I'm witnessing at the moment.
December 25, 2012 - Christmas is Here!
12:00 AM: Everyone's rejoicing. "Merry Christmas" :-). Then I saw her face again. While everyone is enjoying the most beautiful season of the year. While me. Staring at her, wanted to feel her face again and wanted to say "Merry Christmas" to her. But I'm speechless. Words don't came out.
12:30 AM: When I saw her going out of the chapel with her family. I don't know but I felt really bad. I wanted to talk to her and ask her if I can court her again. But I was afraid to do so, that's why it was ended a slight sad Christmas for me.
Days flies so fast. . .
December 29, 2012 - 2 Days before New Years Eve
4:00 PM: Going home from Cagayan de Oro (where I'm currently working) there's a text message coming from Jocilia. It was a Inspirational Quotes on how should I face my New Year. It all started back again. Fun conversation with fun memories to reminisce.
7:00 PM: When I get home. Still continuing texting her then I brought up if I can court her again. She said yes. I was really happy and excited.
Before the night ends. I win her back again, for the second time. And I feel that she will be in my arms forever. . .
A/N: Thank you for dropping by :) If you read the first two updates let me hear your thoughts by simply dropping your comment :)
Spoiler Alert for the Next Update!
"I think we need to end this relationship"
. . .End of Conversation. . .
Stay tuned!
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