What I want to become? My Dream in Life

Hello Everyone !

It's been a while already since I posted my last post. Well, it has been a very busy weeks for me because after the "Flores de Mayo" I already been up to the different youth activities and never have a time to make new posts.

Perhaps, there are some readers of this blog (hopefully) who experience the same feeling as mine because as of this time, June 20, 2014 at 7:24 pm, I really don't know what should I do. I do not have writing works, I do not have new movies to watch with, I mean no new horror movies on my watch lists and I do not have a real work (though I'm still looking for one), in short, I feel so bored. And maybe that is the main reason why I feel a little bit tired. And that's the saddest part of it.

Being a writer or shall i say, being a freelance online writer would sometimes give you a very knock-on-wood salary (actually, my salary now is beyond minimum wage and i can't even pay my credit card, huhuhu) but it somehow gives me a bright side effect where I always convert it into a very useful one. But sadness and pettiness were really driving me crazy.

To be honest, I wanted to have a real job that would help me and my family but I think God didn't permit it for now but i still believe "In God's perfect time".

Talking about my dream, I always wanted to become a film-director and that is my ultimate dream in life and maybe after I could reach this and can make my own films, I would stop dreaming anymore or if I dream again, it would be my future family. My dream of becoming a film-director was my mere motivation now to become a better person. Because I wanted to have a life that I will never regret. However, my dream would still be a dream because I still don't have a money that I will be using for the 4 or more years in film-making study and I know that it will still be a long years for me before I would reach that dream (hopefully, someone will send me an email and would tell me that he/she will sponsor me. Hahaha but if it happens I'm really willing to go to US or any other country just to fulfill this dream)

Why I wanted to study in US?

For me, United States is a dreamland where everyone will have a chance to fulfill their dreams. Their language, their society and even their lifestyle was too different here in the Philippines and I want to learned it all. And I think, to become a director would not only based on the study or course that a certain person takes up but rather, in becoming a director you need to know more of the society and tradition that they believed to exist. Director for me must also be observant on his/her surrounding and must also be vigilant on the changes that occurring because in filming, the five senses are the key to achieve a more realistic and fun film that everyone will appreciate.

Well, hopefully I show more of my being a human rather than being a guy in here and hopefully, everyone who will see and read this post will also create their own dream that will inspires them to do better.

Life is too short, so we must always have a room for happiness :)

Smile always and stays positive !

Thanks for reading :)